May 24, 2019

ON MASTERY

Yesterday marks the birthday of two exquisite ballerinas who I have been incredibly privileged to learn from —  and whose work has been very influential in my own development and certainly in my understanding of what it truly means to pursue a profession as a Ballet Artist.

In a word, both of these artists exemplify what is becoming all too rare of a commodity in today’s profit-driven commercial world.  That is: they exemplify MASTERY.

As a concept, Mastery is something not many think of and even fewer discuss; often we applaud “Masters” but few state their desire to become a Master of their craft themselves.  Yet,  at the heart of one’s capacity to be fully expressive in any endeavor, and particularly in any artistic endeavor, and at the heart of any achievement with the capacity to inspire the masses, the work of Mastery is at play.

Mastery is not only a refined acquisition of a set of skills — that is indeed an easy way to approach the subject. In ballet we see this approach more and more as young students seek to reach Instagram  fame with a clever picture of a high leg or a pretty (sometimes exaggerated) pose, often with no understanding to what the purpose of the skills really are or how to best approach them with a Masterful mind.   Many think if they just get better at the skills of their chosen field, they can become a Master.  But as any Master will allude, it is not only skill acquisition that is at play — it is actually the drive of the soul which seeks to break the barrier between itself and the endeavor at hand which defines Masterful work.

In my own mission to acquire  a professional skill level of ballet technique, I am grateful to be reminded that the work does not end with the skills alone.  Indeed, it only begins.  The finishing of the work is something else and requires that we reach into our very soul, that we face all of demons and lay ourselves bare before the task at hand.

Some days that task will be to show the broken yet indomitable spirit of Giselle, or the seductive sorcery of Odile, or the simple dreamscape of Clara and the Nutcracker Prince.   This cannot be not accomplished by physical skill alone.

Below you will see two Masters at work.   What is most beautiful about their dancing is that you can barely see the steps. Instead you are taken into another world of movement, character and feeling. The steps become mere vehicles for this expression and not the expression themselves. The performance becomes more about the audience than the dancers themselves.

 This capacity comes not only from a soulful approach to the stage, but importantly, a soulful approach to the daily work of class where the secret wisdom of the steps is most truly revealed.

It’s due time that we all take note. Because what are we doing this for anyway?

And more importantly, for whom?

Thank you both and Happy Beautiful Birthday,








PS: to see these 2 Beauties at work together go here:  


May 8, 2019

REVERANCE Next Lifetime with Andrei Kramerevsky

 Andrei Kramerevsky Bolshoi 1960s and at SAB 2002

I will never forget my first day of company class with the Metropolitan Opera.  I felt like an idiot because I was among the first 5 contemporary dancers to ever be invited to dance at the Met.  All the other dancers were official ballerinas. And then there were the 5 “others”. 

To be fair the other 4 were graduates of Juilliard and other respected conservatories where they had plenty of ballet technique — a few were even ballet-turned-modern dancers. They knew the drill. 

I was the only one from a post-modern background where ballet was simply what you were supposed to do 2 times a week to pay your dues. Most in my dance program didn’t come to ballet class and would choose body awareness class instead. 

There were no serious corrections or talk of good feet and certainly there was nary a pointe shoe in sight! 

So enter myself in my socks in Kramerevsky’s class at The Met.   

Yes I was in socks.***

I also stood at the “wrong barre” and was told in no uncertain terms by a real Met Opera ballerina that her pointe shoe had made the dent in the floor my ill-clad feet were now hovering over. She actually said that. 💔

I was to move. 
Oops. 

And then of course out came Kramerevsky — with his Einsteinian hair and thick accent — I had no actual clue what he was saying. 

He was a furious teacher — with a lightening bolt energy that juxtaposed against his perceived age in a manner that had my mouth on the floor. It was as if his sheer will alone made his body move! 

“How did I get this job” was all I could think of.  I definitely thought they had made a mistake. 

Needless to say I think I attended company class a few more times and then I never went back. 

I realize now this was a terrible decision but the truth was I didn’t know anything about ballet at that time. Especially compared with the real ballerinas in the room. 

I accepted myself as a full-on post-modern-modern-dancer. Defined by the identity of a Pedestrian. I had accepted my lot and my love of ballet remained a secret — so I wasn’t about to out myself as a ballet fool for all to see. 

Its lovely now, in hindsight, to think back and wonder “what did Krammy think of me?”. 

But I can rest assured: he didn’t think a damn thing!!! I was barely present and even when I was there,  I was hiding in the corner.  I didn’t dare go across the floor. 

But he still made an impression I can never forget. 

And fast forward moons later when I finally accepted my love of ballet — it was partially the memory of his incredible energy with his shocking white hair that helped me realize that I wasn’t that old!! 

I still had time to learn! And maybe if I am lucky and worked hard I could be a passionate white haired woman teaching with great energy someday! 

Thank you Mr. Kramerevsky for giving me that inspiration. 

It would be an honor if you would join all of my heavenly angel coaches up there. 

If not, I sure hope I’ll see you next lifetime

————
Andrei Kramerevsky 1929-2019
More about Mr. Kramerevsky here 



***  I still secretly prefer socks to soft slippers which only constrict my already tiny feet.










June 22, 2017

MY FIRST PRESS MENTION! YAY!

Well everyone – the winds are a changin’! 

Right as I am about to do an Official Re-Launch of this blog, I get surprise blogged myself!

New York Teacher Bill Waldinger surprised me with an article that made me choke right up!  Bill had mentioned to me before that he wanted to write about me for his blog which follows his own unlikely journey from Dentist to Dance Teacher Extraordinaire, but I didn’t think he was actually going to do it!  Nor did I imagine it happening so soon!  Frankly, I really didn’t know what Bill thought of my mission, and I wasn’t about to ask! 

So imagine my surprise when I saw this thoughtful analysis of my quest posted online here.  It feels good to know that I've moved at least one skeptic! You never know -- You might be next! 😵

Thanks Bill! 




June 30, 2016

THE VAGANOVA FILES! Vaganova Academy Graduation 2016

Go get the tissues and sit yourself down to watch the most splendid Graduation performance of The Vaganova Academy! 

OMG! You are gonna YAY! BALLET! yourself silly because this is just glorious! 
The Vaganova Academy established in 1738 during the reign of Empress Anna, was known as the Imperial Ballet School up until Soviet times, when, after a brief hiatus, the school was re-established as the Leningrad State Choreographic Institute. In 1957, the school was renamed in honor of the renowned pedagogue Agrippina Vaganova, who cultivated the method of classical ballet training that has been taught there since the late 1920s. Graduates of the school include some of the most famous ballet dancers, choreographers and teachers in history and many of the world's leading ballet schools have adopted elements of the Vaganova method into their own training.
The Vaganova Academy is the associate school of the Mariinsky Ballet, one of the world's leading ballet companies. Students of the school have found employment with ballet and contemporary companies worldwide, such as the Bolshoi Ballet, The Royal Ballet, American Ballet Theatre and the Mikhailovsky Ballet. (Wikipedia)
Of course every dancer anyone can name has come form this lineage and its no secret that I myself am a Vaganova-phile!
For any of you who are wondering why, just sit back and watch the magic for yourself! 



June 14, 2016

OH SO MODERNE! Instagram, Twitter & More!

We have finally come our of our cave and joined the ranks of The Moderns!  Just today we opened our brand new INSTAGRAM account -- and we can also be found on Twitter and Facebook too!

It's kind of exciting -- however already I have no idea how to post from a desktop! Uh Oh. ARRRRRRRRRGHH!!!

At any rate, go ahead and FOLLOW ME HERE!!!! while I spend a day few months! or so googling how to do things!

YAY! 

February 4, 2015

December 11, 2014

THE BALL HAS BEEN DROPPED....and its not even New Years Eve!












RUSSELL MALIPHANT COMPANY
We have all been there -- something amazing happens -- something you really didn't expect --- and yet, Somehow, Someway, For Christ's Sake!!!! You Drop The Ball!  And there it goes .... Tumbling Into The Abyss.  A friendship dropped.  A call un-returned.  An offer gambled. An Interview Unposted!

Please tell me I am not the only one prone to such actions.  Lie to me if you must. Even I, in all my energized excitement for dance become over-committed and overwhelmed with juggling so many competing roles.

2 years ago, nearly to this day I was given the incredible opportunity to interview one of my most favorite of favorite choreographers, Russell Maliphant of Sadler's Wells.   CAN YOU BELIEVE IT!? I WAS SHOCKED!

Russell has worked with so many incredible dancers..(eh'hem Sylvie Guillem -- but she's one of many) RUSSELL HIMSELF IS AN INCREDIBLE DANCER and he makes work right up my alley. Emotional, well designed, movement centered work. It's not cerebral.. it's not some sort of puzzle to be figured out and analysed -- or a mere display of youth.  Its an experience that reaches into your senses and reminds us why we go to see dance at all -- that indeed somethings are best left unsaid -- and expressed through music, movement and the that-which -can-not-be-named "something" of theater.

To this day, I've never seen a more genius use of the haunting music of Satie. After seeing his glorious Afterlight, I was sold! I get downright moody when anyone else tries to use that music. It's sacrilegious in my mind. The last time I saw a concert using Satie all I was thinking was: "Just. Stop. Please. Stop Moving Around.  Russell already showed you what this music can be." I was exasperated. Really, Russell develops in his choreography that depth of feeling that has become all too rarified in today's world, and contains that magical ingredient behind every memorable work -- that is, SOUL.

Nevertheless, after being granted a wonderful interview dinner, and the luxury of his time, personal obligations took over, and writing this blog took a backseat; then time passed, guilt grew -- and well, I didn't follow up and publish our chat.  Yes, I am a bad person. No one would ever accuse me of  great networking skills.

That said, we all really missed out here because Russell and I had an incredible time discussing at length his ideas on his craft. We touched on his incredible life in the arts, discussing his beginning from a working class family to ballet at The Royal Ballet School -- and his surprising path to becoming one of the world's most sought after choreographers of work that is far beyond classical ballet.  Indeed, Russell has built a reputation on utilizing any movement -- from Martial Arts, to moves found in the underground street scene, to ballet, to modern -- whatever movement expresses his vision is what you will see.

We discussed his early inspiration of Nureyev, whose performance left a memory of excitement, passion and charisma that has characterized what he loves in dancers to this day. We discussed his belief that dancers need to really investigate why we are dancing and develop the abilities to be fully expressive in the work. And his need to stop perfecting pirouettes in order to reach deeper into movement as an honest tool of communication.

And yes, you missed learning about the entire point of his last venture to the US -- The Rodin Project, a dance - theater work based on Rodin's sculptures, brought to life before our very eyes by his gifted dancers RIGHT HERE IN NY! I can imagine a work as this being on rotating performances at both the Rodin Museum in Philadelphia, and the Musee Rodin in Paris. Yes indeed, you missed out on this -- and the time for those things have past.  And it's my fault.

And I am sorry.

Nevertheless, it has to mean something that Russell is back in NYC NOW! December 10 - 14th at The Joyce, with his newest work titled STILL CURRENT.  I can't help but hope that this title is a sign -- a sign that we are all  survived the ball drop --  and we are still relevant --  mistakes, mishaps and all.

That said - lets move along.

For those of you unfamiliar with Russell's work I implore you to take a few moments to peruse his website, hereYou can also learn more through The Joyce Theater Blog, here, where they have written 2 features on Russell and his company for this week's performance. If you are a dancer, dance lover, dance skeptic, dating a dancer, or just a generally smart person, you can't remain in the dark on this company.

THEN AFTER YOU HAVE SEEN THE LIGHT,  IMMEDIATELY GO HERE AND GET YOUR TICKET for a truly special night in the theatre.

It's not often that Russell makes it to this side of The Pond --- so you can't afford to miss out now!

Toi Toi Toi !

Madame B.